[Jesse to God] Oh tell me my lord
  Why am i here?
  Lost in all our pain and sorrow
  Are we to live in pain and fear?
  Oh, tell me my Lord
  Why am I here?

[Jesse to Self] There’s place where I’m
Oh – with sorrowed lives
And all the souls
Oh - They're wishing they could die
 
Take me down
And drown this the orphan forever –
ya know I do
Wish away the pain
And wash away my life
Find me down inside a shallow pool
Down the wishing well
No more bleeding
No more screaming tonight
 
Wash away my pain
Oh – in the well of sighs
For I have no face – oh
Abandoned for all, for all time
   
[Jesse thinking of Why, why am I nothing
his mother] Oh mamma why, why’d you leave me
A throw away for life
 
Oh – oh why, why am I nothing
Oh and mamma why
Can you feel me here
Oh God I wanna die

[Sister Sadie Strip off your things
to Jesse] And bow to your queen
  And cleanse the sins of your life
  Get on your knees
  Gonna beg and bleed
  No one hears you - you belong to me
  Reaper of your sorrow's seed
  Black habits tonight
  Your only sin
  Was coming into Sadie's life
   
[Jesse to Sister Of No Mercy please
[Sister Sadie] I'm praying to die
  Can I cleanse my orphan sin.
  And save my soul tonight - when.
   
  I don't believe
  I don't believe
  In a God of love..
  I won't deceive
  I don't conceive at all.....
   
  I don't believe
  I don't believe
  In a God above
  I don't believe
  I won't receive no more
   
[Sister Sadie What I do to thee
to Jesse] Is what was done to me
  Sins of the fathers lives
  And do you feel
  There's a God for real
  Ooh your only God is me
   
[Jesse to Reaper of my sorrow's seed
[Sister Sadie] And my screams in the night
  My only sin was coming into Sadie's life
  Sister of No Mercy please
  I'm praying to die
  Can I cleanse my orphan sins
  And save my soul tonight - when
   
  I'm fucked for life
  Blind and tied nobody sees
  I'm fucked for life
  I'm the child no mother needs
  I'm fucked for life
  The cries of night for all Sadie's needs
  I'm fucked for life
  I'm the child nobody sees
   
[Sister Sadie
 Oh you, I'll make you think you're dying
to Jesse] This room cleansing time again
  I'll take you to this House of Sorrows
  I'll break your Neon Heart of sin
   
[Jesse to
 Oh are you mad
[Sister Sadie] I'm going fast
  Habits in black
  No coming back
  No Mercy Me
  This Hell is real
  Why me ya see
  She's here killing me

[Jesse to the Welcome to my world
Invisible Circus] To my kingdom of make believe
  I’m your new Messiah
  You’ll worship at my feet
   
  Welcome Kingdom Come
  To disciples that I preach
  Will ya, bow down before me and
  Will you remember me?
   
[Invisible Circus] Dying for you
[Jesse] Will I lie to thousands
[Invisible Circus] Our God is you
[Jesse] Am I deceit?
[Invisible Circus] Falling for you 
[Jesse] I am the God man 
[Invisible Circus] Our God is you 
[Jesse] You’re all at my feet 
   
[Jesse to the Take me
Invisible Circus] Change me
  Love me
  A crown of thorns on my heart
   
  Change me
  Save me
  Will you love me?
  Forever nailed to your cross

[Jesse to God] Why, why am I nothing, no more
  Oh, why was I never
  One worthy of Love
  Oh why, why amd i nothing to you
  Tell me why, was I ever
  Born in this World, here at all
  Tell me why

[Doctor "D"] Are you insane? 
to Jesse] Welcome to the Asylum 
  House of true enchanted minds
  It’s the happiest place on earth 
  For the violent
  We almost lost ya 
  But we caught ya in time 
   
[The Nurses] You’re here for life – life
[Doctor "D"] I’ll fix ya right – right
[The Nurses] Gimme your life – life
[Doctor "D"] It’s all you gotta do
   
[The Nurses] I’ll give you life – life
[Doctor "D"] I’ll make it right – right
[The Nurses] You’re here for life – life
[Doctor "D"] I wanna welcome you
   
[Doctor "D"] Are you in pain
to Jesse] Or just merely misguided?
  Tell me of the demons you’ve inside
  I’ll shrink where you think
  Till you’re fears are subsiding
  I’m your physician slash
  Magician of minds
   
[The Nurses] Asylum # 9
[Doctor "D"] Oh – no running away
  There ain’t no place to hide
[The Nurses] Asylum # 9
[Doctor "D"] Oh- I’m your physician with a mission
  in mind
  Oh- I’m your healer I’m your stealer
  of minds

[BIlly to Jesse] We are the lost of timeless 
  Hazes never found
  We walk the new rays of the rising sun
  In here’s a heaven where no pain is found
[Jesse to Billy] Take away the pain of life for me
  Take me where I’m numb
  Take me tripping to the light I see
  With magic colors of the rising sun
[BIlly to Jesse] In here are the doors of blindness
  Trails of rainbows round
  Lost asylums of forgotten sons
  Will you rise up will you touch your God.
  The sky’s slip into the rising seas
  And drown your Neon One
  Come touch the faces of the Gods you seek
  In the Red Room of the Rising Sun
[Jesse to Billy] Is there love to save me
  Or just illusion
  Is there none to claim me
  Just delusion
[BIlly to Jesse] Open the doors to your mind
  And hide in your dreams
  The Red Room is laughing
  The Red Sun is happy
  Close the holes here inside
  Don’t believe all you think
  The Red Room is crying
  The Red Sun is rising
  Hold on, hold on
  Touch the faces of God and roll on
  Into the Red Room
  And free your Neon One
   
  Hold on, can you roll on
  Fly the haze’s along
  Into the Rising Sun
  And feel your Neon love
  Hold on, can you hold on
  Oh – can you feel it shining
  See it rising with the sun
   
  Hold on, can you hold on
  Oh – can you feel shining
  See it rising
  With this love

[BIlly to Jesse] Time to go away
  Down a road I cannot hide
  Will I have no name
  For destiny’s I cannot find
  Will I wander alone
  Forever’s lonely road of time
  Am I looking for what
  I’ll never find
   
  Did you call my name
  I will be leaving from this dream
  Can you feel the pain
  Slowly leaving me
  Will you hold my hand
  And ease me to the other side
  Am I looking for what
  I’ll never find
   
  Can you hear me
  Can you hear me in the night
  Will you feel me
  If you leave me will I cry?
  Can you hear me
  Can you feel me say goodbye

  Oh All I need was someone to love me
  Oh, all I needed was one
  There's no one who cares
  Oh All I need was someone to love me
  Oh, all I needed was one
  There's no one who cares

[Judah to Jesse] You’ll be so far out of control
  You’ll be out of your mind
  You’ll feel nothing, it’s taking a hold of you
  Won’t ya leave all your pain behind
   
  XTC Riders , Riders out of control
  Get you higher, higher
  Oh yeah
  XTC Riders , Riders
  Ain’t never going home
  Oh, just let it ride
   
  You’ll feel my X is taking control
  You’ll be numb and blind
  Come kneel and pray for me, for a little while
  To the Neon God that’s in your mind
   
  I’m your Messiah
  Dresses all in black
  Are you the chosen one
  I’ll get you higher, no turning back
  My Neon Son
  Riding the XTC
  Riding the XTC

  Me and the Devil
  Me and the Devil
  Me and the Devil
  Me and the Devil
  Me and the Devil
  Me and the Devil
  Me and the Devil
  Me and the Devil

[Judah to Jesse] You’ll be so far out of control
  You know, the ones you saved
   
[Jesse to Judah] Look in my eye cause somehow you
  You don’t realize what I made
   
[Judah to Jesse] You can’t run away from me
  Don’t deny your blind believers
  And hide your Devil's keeper
   
[Jesse to Judah] Take your love away from me
  Cause I will blind your heathen reason
  And ride us on your broken wings for love
   
[Judah to Jesse] True we are disciples lost
  You know the promise you made
  Look in my eyes and tell me why
  You realize the price that you’ll pay?
   
[Jesse] # 9, # 9, # 9
  I’m still inside of
  The 9 asylums
  Am I Messiah?
   
[Judah to Jesse] You’re the only God they know
   
  What are you running from
  Wasn’t this enough
  Aren’t you satisfied?
  They’re all at your feet
  The Lord to sheep
  Oh, are you sanctified?

[Jesse to God] A storm is come
  One war of sun and rain – within me
  A raging storm
  Lost crossroads thundering – in the wind
  Dark and son
  Who’s the only one
  To lay claim of me
  Altars of store
  Righteous temptations
  Here at my feet
   
  Give me love
  To rage in me can you see?
  Only love
  Is saving me
  Give me love, oh love
  That rage in me
   
  It rages on
  Of mourn and memories
  In the wind
  A warring storm
  My soul is bargaining – in the end
  Is there no sun?
  With only love in vain – and it’s pain
  Hear me oh Lord
  Cleanse me evermore with
  Your blood of rain
   
  Holy war for my soul
  Scares of memories remain
  Oh, tell me why am I here
  Storms of crossroads are rage

 

 




[Disciples to Never say die
 Jesse] Never say die, no , no
  Never say die no more
 
  Never say die
  Never say die, no , no
  Never say die my boy
   
[Judah to Where will we go from here
 Jesse] My Neon One
  Or will we wander from now on
  Is there a promised land we hear
  Of ever Neon sun
  Take us all down to you Heaven
  My pagan son
 
Lead us a thousand years
Red rising sun
Stoned wilderness
And give us love
You blew a breath into our ears
With your dying dove
Are we all hellbound forever
My heathen son
 
[Disciples to Never say die
 Jesse] Never say die, no , no
  Never say die no more
 
[Judah to Never say die
 Jesse] Never say die, no , no
  Never say die my boy
But where do we go from here
We really wanna know
It is down, down, down, down
Or is it our Neon God

[Jesse to Fall before me
Congregation] And bring me love
  In here we are all pagan
  Naked celebrations of
   
[Disciples to Oh, we are the dark descending
Congregation] Feel the magic
  The never ending son
Oh, we are the lost ascending
Last of Eden
  Never ending heathen love
   
[Jesse to Show me your
Congregation] Blind submissive love
  Paint my name across
Your face in everlasting blood
 
Won't you come to me
Don't you believe in your god of love
I'm your god you need
I'll give you heathen love
 
Oh won't you believe
I come to breathe life into your doves
And I'll make you see
Make all believe neon
 
[Congregation to Change us all forever
Jesse] Claim us all for life
Take us all to your heaven
Change us all for love



[Jesse to world Welcome to my
Congregation] Kingdon of supreme
  I'm your new Messiah
 
You'll worship at my feet
   
Welcome Kingdom Come
To disciples that I preach
  You will bow down before me and
You will remember me
[Congregation to Jesse} Dying for you
[Jesse to Congregation] I'm lord to thousand
[Congregation to Jesse} Our god is you
[Jesse to Congregation] You'll sow what you reap
[Congregation to Jesse} Falling for you
[Jesse to Congregation] Oh i'm the God man
[Congregation to Jesse} Our God is you
[Jesse to Congregation] You'll all bow to my feet
 
[Jesse to Come - to me
Congregation] And see me in you
Can you feel it
Oh - I'm running through you
Come unto me
Oh oh, and worship me
Your new God
I feel it - Believe it
You're all born anew
 
[Congregation to Jesse} Dying for you
[Jesse to Congregation] I'm Lord to thousand
[Congregation to Jesse} Our God is you
[Jesse to Congregation] You'll sow what you reap
[Congregation to Jesse} Falling for you
[Jesse to Congregation] Oh, i'm the God man
[Congregation to Jesse} Our God is you
[Jesse to Congregation] You'll all bow to my feet
[Congregation to Jesse} Falling for you
Our God is you
Falling for you
Our God is you



[Jesse to Welcome my friends
Congregation] To Paradise
  I know sorrows you hide
  Closer to my light
  Are you sad ma'am
[Jesse to Do I know your face
Mother] Mother Mine
Oh mamma where you gone
Now you come to
  Claim me your son
  I'm the broken piece of your life
Oh and mama why'd you come
Fall before me say i'm your one
  Oh, you gave but taken my life
 
Was I born in your sin
Or Mary's lie
Cause I know all that you hide
Come closer am I blind
Oh to your madness
Here in your naked grace
Mother why
Oh mama where you gone
Now you come to
Claim me your son
I'm the broken piece of your life
Oh and mama why'd you come
Fall before me say im your one
Oh, you gave but taken my life
 
I'll kill the beast
So to free my soul
And smash the tears
That never let me go
Oh, if there's a smile you see
It's only the clockwork
Orange that's in me
 
I curse the darkness
Impassioned plea
And tear the heart out
And watch me bleed
I'll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengeance in me
 
Oh all I need was someone
To love me
Oh all I needed was one
There's no one who cares


[Jesse to Don't you take me to
Congregation] Your preachers
  And blind me with
  Their teachings
  Take your sorrowed souls
And give'em to the blind
 
Are the Gods that made you lying
To the bloodied faces
And never cry
  How long you all
  Been waiting to die
 
Blinded by your teachers