Neon God - Lyrics


[Jesse to God]	Oh tell me my lord
	Why am i here?
	Lost in all our pain and sorrow
	Are we to live in pain and fear?
	Oh, tell me my Lord
	Why am I here?


[Jesse to Self]	There’s place where I’m
	Oh – with sorrowed lives
	And all the souls
	Oh - They're wishing they could die

	Take me down
	And drown this the orphan forever –
	ya know I do
	Wish away the pain
	And wash away my life
	Find me down inside a shallow pool
	Down the wishing well
	No more bleeding
	No more screaming tonight

	Wash away my pain
	Oh – in the well of sighs
	For I have no face – oh
	Abandoned for all, for all time

[Jesse thinking of	Why, why am I nothing
his mother]	Oh mamma why, why’d you leave me
	A throw away for life

	Oh – oh why, why am I nothing
	Oh and mamma why
	Can you feel me here
	Oh God I wanna die


[Sister Sadie	Strip off your things
to Jesse]	And bow to your queen
	And cleanse the sins of your life
	Get on your knees
	Gonna beg and bleed
	No one hears you - you belong to me
	Reaper of your sorrow's seed
	Black habits tonight
	Your only sin
	Was coming into Sadie's life

[Jesse to	Sister Of No Mercy please
[Sister Sadie]	I'm praying to die
	Can I cleanse my orphan sin.
	And save my soul tonight - when.

	I don't believe
	I don't believe
	In a God of love..
	I won't deceive
	I don't conceive at all.....

	I don't believe
	I don't believe
	In a God above
	I don't believe
	I won't receive no more

[Sister Sadie	What I do to thee
to Jesse]	Is what was done to me
	Sins of the fathers lives
	And do you feel
	There's a God for real
	Ooh your only God is me

[Jesse to	Reaper of my sorrow's seed
[Sister Sadie]	And my screams in the night
	My only sin was coming into Sadie's life
	Sister of No Mercy please
	I'm praying to die
	Can I cleanse my orphan sins
	And save my soul tonight - when

	I'm fucked for life
	Blind and tied nobody sees
	I'm fucked for life
	I'm the child no mother needs
	I'm fucked for life
	The cries of night for all Sadie's needs
	I'm fucked for life
	I'm the child nobody sees

[Sister Sadie	Oh you, I'll make you think you're dying
to Jesse]	This room cleansing time again
	I'll take you to this House of Sorrows
	I'll break your Neon Heart of sin

[Jesse to	Oh are you mad
[Sister Sadie]	I'm going fast
	Habits in black
	No coming back
	No Mercy Me
	This Hell is real
	Why me ya see
	She's here killing me


[Jesse to the	Welcome to my world
Invisible Circus]	To my kingdom of make believe
	I’m your new Messiah
	You’ll worship at my feet

	Welcome Kingdom Come
	To disciples that I preach
	Will ya, bow down before me and
	Will you remember me?

[Invisible Circus]	Dying for you
[Jesse]	Will I lie to thousands
[Invisible Circus]	Our God is you
[Jesse]	Am I deceit?
[Invisible Circus]	Falling for you
[Jesse]	I am the God man
[Invisible Circus]	Our God is you
[Jesse]	You’re all at my feet

[Jesse to the	Take me
Invisible Circus]	Change me
	Love me
	A crown of thorns on my heart

	Change me
	Save me
	Will you love me?
	Forever nailed to your cross


[Jesse to God]	Why, why am I nothing, no more
	Oh, why was I never
	One worthy of Love
	Oh why, why amd i nothing to you
	Tell me why, was I ever
	Born in this World, here at all
	Tell me why


[Doctor "D"]	Are you insane?
to Jesse]	Welcome to the Asylum
	House of true enchanted minds
	It’s the happiest place on earth
	For the violent
	We almost lost ya
	But we caught ya in time

[The Nurses]	You’re here for life – life
[Doctor "D"]	I’ll fix ya right – right
[The Nurses]	Gimme your life – life
[Doctor "D"]	It’s all you gotta do

[The Nurses]	I’ll give you life – life
[Doctor "D"]	I’ll make it right – right
[The Nurses]	You’re here for life – life
[Doctor "D"]	I wanna welcome you

[Doctor "D"]	Are you in pain
to Jesse]	Or just merely misguided?
	Tell me of the demons you’ve inside
	I’ll shrink where you think
	Till you’re fears are subsiding
	I’m your physician slash
	Magician of minds

[The Nurses]	Asylum # 9
[Doctor "D"]	Oh – no running away
	There ain’t no place to hide
[The Nurses]	Asylum # 9
[Doctor "D"]	Oh- I’m your physician with a mission
	in mind
	Oh- I’m your healer I’m your stealer
	of minds


[BIlly to Jesse]	We are the lost of timeless
	Hazes never found
	We walk the new rays of the rising sun
	In here’s a heaven where no pain is found
[Jesse to Billy]	Take away the pain of life for me
	Take me where I’m numb
	Take me tripping to the light I see
	With magic colors of the rising sun
[BIlly to Jesse]	In here are the doors of blindness
	Trails of rainbows round
	Lost asylums of forgotten sons
	Will you rise up will you touch your God.
	The sky’s slip into the rising seas
	And drown your Neon One
	Come touch the faces of the Gods you seek
	In the Red Room of the Rising Sun
[Jesse to Billy]	Is there love to save me
	Or just illusion
	Is there none to claim me
	Just delusion
[BIlly to Jesse]	Open the doors to your mind
	And hide in your dreams
	The Red Room is laughing
	The Red Sun is happy
	Close the holes here inside
	Don’t believe all you think
	The Red Room is crying
	The Red Sun is rising
	Hold on, hold on
	Touch the faces of God and roll on
	Into the Red Room
	And free your Neon One

	Hold on, can you roll on
	Fly the haze’s along
	Into the Rising Sun
	And feel your Neon love
	Hold on, can you hold on
	Oh – can you feel it shining
	See it rising with the sun

	Hold on, can you hold on
	Oh – can you feel shining
	See it rising
	With this love


[BIlly to Jesse]	Time to go away
	Down a road I cannot hide
	Will I have no name
	For destiny’s I cannot find
	Will I wander alone
	Forever’s lonely road of time
	Am I looking for what
	I’ll never find

	Did you call my name
	I will be leaving from this dream
	Can you feel the pain
	Slowly leaving me
	Will you hold my hand
	And ease me to the other side
	Am I looking for what
	I’ll never find

	Can you hear me
	Can you hear me in the night
	Will you feel me
	If you leave me will I cry?
	Can you hear me
	Can you feel me say goodbye


	Oh All I need was someone to love me
	Oh, all I needed was one
	There's no one who cares
	Oh All I need was someone to love me
	Oh, all I needed was one
	There's no one who cares


[Judah to Jesse]	You’ll be so far out of control
	You’ll be out of your mind
	You’ll feel nothing, it’s taking a hold of you
	Won’t ya leave all your pain behind

	XTC Riders , Riders out of control
	Get you higher, higher
	Oh yeah
	XTC Riders , Riders
	Ain’t never going home
	Oh, just let it ride

	You’ll feel my X is taking control
	You’ll be numb and blind
	Come kneel and pray for me, for a little while
	To the Neon God that’s in your mind

	I’m your Messiah
	Dresses all in black
	Are you the chosen one
	I’ll get you higher, no turning back
	My Neon Son
	Riding the XTC
	Riding the XTC


	Me and the Devil
	Me and the Devil
	Me and the Devil
	Me and the Devil
	Me and the Devil
	Me and the Devil
	Me and the Devil
	Me and the Devil


[Judah to Jesse]	You’ll be so far out of control
	You know, the ones you saved

[Jesse to Judah]	Look in my eye cause somehow you
	You don’t realize what I made

[Judah to Jesse]	You can’t run away from me
	Don’t deny your blind believers
	And hide your Devil's keeper

[Jesse to Judah]	Take your love away from me
	Cause I will blind your heathen reason
	And ride us on your broken wings for love

[Judah to Jesse]	True we are disciples lost
	You know the promise you made
	Look in my eyes and tell me why
	You realize the price that you’ll pay?

[Jesse]	# 9, # 9, # 9
	I’m still inside of
	The 9 asylums
	Am I Messiah?

[Judah to Jesse]	You’re the only God they know

	What are you running from
	Wasn’t this enough
	Aren’t you satisfied?
	They’re all at your feet
	The Lord to sheep
	Oh, are you sanctified?


[Jesse to God]	A storm is come
	One war of sun and rain – within me
	A raging storm
	Lost crossroads thundering – in the wind
	Dark and son
	Who’s the only one
	To lay claim of me
	Altars of store
	Righteous temptations
	Here at my feet

	Give me love
	To rage in me can you see?
	Only love
	Is saving me
	Give me love, oh love
	That rage in me

	It rages on
	Of mourn and memories
	In the wind
	A warring storm
	My soul is bargaining – in the end
	Is there no sun?
	With only love in vain – and it’s pain
	Hear me oh Lord
	Cleanse me evermore with
	Your blood of rain

	Holy war for my soul
	Scares of memories remain
	Oh, tell me why am I here
	Storms of crossroads are rage


[Disciples to	Never say die
Jesse]	Never say die, no , no
	Never say die no more

	Never say die
	Never say die, no , no
	Never say die my boy

[Judah to	Where will we go from here
Jesse]	My Neon One
	Or will we wander from now on
	Is there a promised land we hear
	Of ever Neon sun
	Take us all down to you Heaven
	My pagan son

	Lead us a thousand years
	Red rising sun
	Stoned wilderness
	And give us love
	You blew a breath into our ears
	With your dying dove
	Are we all hellbound forever
	My heathen son

[Disciples to	Never say die
Jesse]	Never say die, no , no
	Never say die no more

[Judah to	Never say die
Jesse]	Never say die, no , no
	Never say die my boy
	But where do we go from here
	We really wanna know
	It is down, down, down, down
	Or is it our Neon God


[Jesse to	Fall before me
Congregation]	And bring me love
	In here we are all pagan
	Naked celebrations of

[Disciples to	Oh, we are the dark descending
Congregation]	Feel the magic
	The never ending son
	Oh, we are the lost ascending
	Last of Eden
	Never ending heathen love

[Jesse to	Show me your
Congregation]	Blind submissive love
	Paint my name across
	Your face in everlasting blood

	Won't you come to me
	Don't you believe in your god of love
	I'm your god you need
	I'll give you heathen love

	Oh won't you believe
	I come to breathe life into your doves
	And I'll make you see
	Make all believe neon

[Congregation to	Change us all forever
Jesse]	Claim us all for life
	Take us all to your heaven
	Change us all for love


[Jesse to world	Welcome to my
Congregation]	Kingdon of supreme
	I'm your new Messiah
	You'll worship at my feet

	Welcome Kingdom Come
	To disciples that I preach
	You will bow down before me and
	You will remember me

[Congregation to Jesse}	Dying for you
[Jesse to Congregation]	I'm lord to thousand
[Congregation to Jesse}	Our god is you
[Jesse to Congregation]	You'll sow what you reap
[Congregation to Jesse}	Falling for you
[Jesse to Congregation]	Oh i'm the God man
[Congregation to Jesse}	Our God is you
[Jesse to Congregation]	You'll all bow to my feet

[Jesse to	Come - to me
Congregation]	And see me in you
	Can you feel it
	Oh - I'm running through you

	Come unto me
	Oh oh, and worship me
	Your new God
	I feel it - Believe it
	You're all born anew

[Congregation to Jesse}	Dying for you
[Jesse to Congregation]	I'm Lord to thousand
[Congregation to Jesse}	Our God is you
[Jesse to Congregation]	You'll sow what you reap
[Congregation to Jesse}	Falling for you
[Jesse to Congregation]	Oh, i'm the God man
[Congregation to Jesse}	Our God is you
[Jesse to Congregation]	You'll all bow to my feet
[Congregation to Jesse}	Falling for you
	Our God is you
	Falling for you
	Our God is you


[Jesse to	Welcome my friends
Congregation]	To Paradise
	I know sorrows you hide
	Closer to my light
	Are you sad ma'am

[Jesse to	Do I know your face
Mother]	Mother Mine
	Oh mamma where you gone
	Now you come to
	Claim me your son
	I'm the broken piece of your life
	Oh and mama why'd you come
	Fall before me say i'm your one
	Oh, you gave but taken my life

	Was I born in your sin
	Or Mary's lie
	Cause I know all that you hide
	Come closer am I blind
	Oh to your madness
	Here in your naked grace
	Mother why
	Oh mama where you gone
	Now you come to
	Claim me your son
	I'm the broken piece of your life
	Oh and mama why'd you come
	Fall before me say im your one
	Oh, you gave but taken my life

	I'll kill the beast
	So to free my soul
	And smash the tears
	That never let me go
	Oh, if there's a smile you see
	It's only the clockwork
	Orange that's in me

	I curse the darkness
	Impassioned plea
	And tear the heart out
	And watch me bleed
	I'll sacrifice my blood for free
	To satisfy the vengeance in me

	Oh all I need was someone
	To love me
	Oh all I needed was one
	There's no one who cares


[Jesse to	Don't you take me to
Congregation]	Your preachers
	And blind me with
	Their teachings
	Take your sorrowed souls
	And give'em to the blind

	Are the Gods that made you lying
	To the bloodied faces
	And never cry
	How long you all
	Been waiting to die

	Blinded by your teachers
	Now they'll be hiding
	You'll be seeking
	Will you give'em mercy
	Hang'em on high
	Johnny get your guns for dying
	It's time for right'n all the wrongs they've lied
	Give me a shotgun
	Make it alright

	Don't tell me your
	Maker's laughing
	You're bleeding the world he made

	Shotgun the walls of wailing
	Come tell me
	When it starts again

	Running for our lives - will ya
	Tear down the walls and smile
	God in Heaven save us all tonight


[Judah to	It is getting hard
Jesse]	For you to be
	God of broken light
	Will you be the martyr
	Can't you see
	We'll follow you for life

	Come and walk on water
	Let'em see
	The Chosen One's Alive
	Won't be their father
	Don't you see
	They all believe your lies

	Are you coming back
	To the black where we hide
	Are you coming back
	I'll make you larger than life

	Judas and Jesus we're
	Prophecies here for all time
	And with a kiss and the our
	Destinies are sealed for life

[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	Oh no don't you do it
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	Where you gonna go
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	No road to ruin
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	It's you only road home
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	Oh no don't you lose it
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	Where you gonna go
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	Your forever ruined
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	Oh your Neon God's home

[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back
[Judah to Jesse]	To the edge of Heaven
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	Our prodigal son
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back
[Judah to Jesse]	Come back forever
[Disciples to Jesse]	Come back to black
[Judah to Jesse]	Oh, the Prophet's home


[Jesse to	All my life
self]	Lost in a dream
	Through my eyes
	A world no one sees

	All my life
	No place for me
	Through me eyes
	A child no one needs

	I can't take it no more
	Can't take it no more
	What spirits come from my soul

	Can't wait any more
	Can't hate any more
	Last steps to freedom I go

	Can't take it no more
	Forsaken for sure
	My wishing well's
	For washing the lost

	Can't wait anymore
	My pain is too much
	No one hears me
	There ain't no love

	No shame no more
	No blame for sure
	My wishing well is
	Calling me home

[Jesse to	Please don't touch me
Sister Sadie,	Please don't touch me
His mother,	Please don't fuck me
Judah and	Please don't touch me
The Disciples]	Please don't touch me


[Judah to	There's a new world
Jesse]	I see it, coming here after you
	If you knew where
	And when it was coming
	Maybe you'd know
	Know you're through
	New world, it's all been changing
	There's nothing you can do
	It's a new time
	Disciples arranging
	The Pay-Per-View end of you

	You were forewarned
	I'd betray you for everything
	That you'd do
	You're leaving this world
	Don't let me stop
	Your destruction of you

	Could you do more
	Oh, if only someone
	Ever loved you
	you could've been someone
	The world's waiting
	Oh, testament of your truth

	New day
	A new world is coming
	No Resurrection's due
	Oh, well give'em tickets
	To the crucifixion
	Oh, the last of you

	Goodbye my Neon Dion my Darkness
	My Neon God of Eden's so blind
	Because I wish away all of your sorrows
	I wash my hands of your life
	Ain't nothing that can change a thing
	Nothing can blame your death to be
	Nothing can change our destinies
	To come
	Destinies to come
	Destinies to come


[Jesse to	Take me, shame me
the world ]	I made you to lay my name on your tongues
	Hate me, Slay me
	It's danger to hang my face on your walls
	Take me, Change me
	I'm nothing but crowns of thorns on your hearts
	Oh, oh can you change me, save me
	Will you love me
	Nailed to your Neon Cross
	If I die for you will my life have counted
	Give me the truth, would it mean anything
	If I die for you will I die for thousands
	Oh, give me the truth
	Will you ever remember me
	If I die for you

[Congregation]	We're dying for you
[Jesse]	I lied to thousands
[Congregation]	Our God is you
[Jesse]	I am deceit
[Congregation]	Falling for you
[Jesse]	I was the God with
	Disciples at my feet
[Congregation]	Give us the truth
[Jesse]	I'm Lord to no man
[Congregation]	Telling us true
[Jesse]	It's all lies you see
[Congregation]	Give us the truth
[Jesse]	Messiah to thousands
	With love's blood at my feet
[Congregation]	Just give us the truth
[Jesse]	Yeah I lied to thousands
[Congregation]	Telling us true
[Jesse]	I sowed what you'll reap
[Congregation]	Give us the truth
[Jesse]	Messiah of Nothing
	Disciples at my feet

[Jesse to	I am no God of all you lost religions
the world ]	Prophet for love
	You could never see
	You all believed
	Oh, I was the chosen one
	I'll please the crowds and die out loud
	Take my name in vain
	Cast it on the long forgotten wind

	I Messiah nothing
	Oh why, why'd you made me God
	I wanna die

	No don't come to me
	No don't believe in you God of Love
	Oh, won't ya see
	I can't deceive no more
	No don't believe
	I'm no redeeming God of love
	Your God you see's
	All make believe Neon

	When I'm gone
	Will you all still need your
	Dangerous Gods
	You'll never see
	We all deceive
	Oh, until we're here and gone
	Oh mother please, what'd you do to me
	Anoint my head with oils
	Dark descent to madness be my friend

	I Messiah nothing
	Oh why, why'd you made me God
	I wanna die

[Disciples to	Your fucked for life
Jesse]	Die for us oh Messiah please
[Disciples to	Your fucked for life
Jesse]	Die so we'll all believe
[Jesse to	I, Messiah nothing
the world ]	Oh I, Oh i'm a throw away for life
	I, Messiah nothing
	Oh why would you remember anymore
	If i die

[Jesse to	Oh, all I need was someone
the world ]	To love me
	Oh, all I needed was one
	There're no one who cares
	Oh, all I need was someone
	To love me
	Oh, all I needed was one
	There're no one who cares

[Jesse to God]	Oh, Tell me my Lord
	Why am I here?
	Surely not to live in pain and sorrow
	Are we to live in pain and fear?
	Oh, Tell me my Lord
	Why am I here?
	Are we to hide inside and fear forever
	A never ending road of tears
	Oh, Tell me my Lord
	Why am I here?

[Judah]	Are you still Neon God
[Jesse]	I won't go away
[Judah]	Still an icon
	Thrilling Neon
[Jesse]	It won't go away
[Judah]	Dying for their love

[Judah]	Still the God of
[Jesse]	It won't go away
[Judah]	Thrilling Neon
	Killing their God
[Jesse]	Go away
[Judah]	Spilling all your blood

[Judah]	Can you save your Neon
[Jesse]	If I fade away
[Judah]	Show them their wrong
[Jesse]	And die today
[Judah]	A crucified son
	A martyr for their love

[Judah]	You were never my God
[Jesse]	Yours to blame
[Judah]	Can you walk on water
[Jesse]	Yours to slay
[Judah]	Come off your cross
[Judah and Jesse	And resurrect
to each other]	Your God

[Jesse to	No don't come to me
the world ]	No don't believe in your God of Love
	No don't come to me
	I can't deceive no more
	No don't believe
	I'm no redeeming God of love
	Your God you see's
	All make believe Neon
	No, don't come to me
	No, don't believe
	And don't die for me
	You're all deceived for love

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